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I'm drawing on Blogtv right now if anyone wants to stop by and chat, talk about art of just laugh my mistakes, watch here- www.blogtv.com/People/louislan… Much love. ^.^
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Hi guys. Thanks to all that fav'd Light in the Dark. If you didn't see this pic clicky here - silentwillows.deviantart.com/a…


I'm drawing on Blogtv right now if anyone wants to stop by and chat, talk about art of just laugh my mistakes, watch here- www.blogtv.com/People/louislan… Much love. ^.^



-Silentwillows
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Hey guys, I'm drawing on blog tv if you'd like to watch n chat stop by.
www.blogtv.com/People/louislan…
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Moved to Tears

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I looked up into the velvety darkness and countless jewels twinkled before my undeserving eyes. In a instant...I gazed into a cluster of birthed light....and in this moment...it shinned through me...and turned into wet crystals that shimmered down my face...here in this breathe of time...I know I shall never forget this moment...where I glimpsed out at the universe from within...and felt nothing but raw, unsaitable, love for the womb which gave life to my existence....be it blessed or damned....natural or unnatural...I am indeed...in love with the glimmering darkness... and I wonder how any creature that lives within its embrace cannot stare into its bosom and not feel the same....how frighteningly beautiful....that darkness...how undeserving I feel to see it....and how afraid I am to lose sight...

I will not be shocked if any would call me strange for this...but when I looked up tonight, I was moved to tears. Am I alone in my awe? Can any honestly say they have never felt mystified by it? Do you think we try to ignore the overwhelming presence....pretend it doesn't really matter...

I wonder if this is how the older men thought. Not surrounded with television and games and proper shelter...frightened by such a sight...unable to distract themselves...compelled to try to explain how something so wild, so unpredictable could be so striking...how inferior they must have felt to it...how ugly...and with that wildness burning...rumbling and shaking around them, did that appear to be the reply to their self disgust...

Is this why they wrote that their nature was disgraceful...because they felt repulsive compared to the dangerous beauty around them? Scared by the threats shifting the ground...biting..clawing...that fear..

What happened to our fear? Are we all....desensitized to that wildness...did we turn to lash out at our own wild nature? Is that really why we are so fucked up?

I am sure any have read this are probably thinking along the lines, "no man can know"

And I suppose on some level, that is right. That knowledge died with them...but we are apart of them, aren't we? That information is in us..and it is that what makes us cry out to the darkness..and that is what makes us give it a name...and the repression of that fear of it is what separates us and caused us to show disgust to one another in those names..caused us to kill in those names...

I'm still kind of young...but those actions makes our species sound younger...fragile.. I of course will concede I am no philosopher or great mind...so I am probably wrong....

...but I think admitting that means I've grown up a little...even if the sky still makes me weep at night.
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Study study study.  I'm tired of it, but I'm a grade whore, so I know I'll keep going. Much love to all who faved my new pic ^.^ Was surprised how many favs I got on that. Much love to
MangoRamue:iconmangoramune: for this lovely gifty. Check it out here fav.me/d2kog65, and check out her page ^.^

Now I'm going to to slink back into the world of trig and find my happy place between pi and and a inductor. *drops head on desk.
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